One-month until graduation and I am filled with many ambivalent feelings on what I am doing for my post-graduation life. I have one thing set up which is my internship/experience in Armenia, the motherland, but from there I am left with many feelings. I have been accepted to the American University of Beirut for graduate school, but with the instability that comes with the country, I question how I will manage such an extreme lifestyle change. I visit Lebanon almost every year, I am well aware of the different lifestyle and the potential dangers especially in the mist of this Syrian conflict, yet I still feel like I am being called to Lebanon. I am haunted by the idea that you are always one move away from an entirely different life, and Lebanon is a life that I have wanted since I was young. I have sat countless times analyzing the pros and cons, and the only thing that I feel resulted from this is indecisiveness, which is such a paralyzing feeling. I strongly think this will open many doors for me within my interests, but like in everything, there is the good, the bad, and the part where you have straight luck. People are worried about the dangers of the country, yet you hear about how many shootings have taken place in the United States. Just within the past two days, there have been two shootings that took place in Hawaii. A little over 14 weeks into the year and there have been 18 school shootings. You never know what will happen no matter where you are in the world; this is something I believe you have just to pray and trust in the power of God.
One-Month until graduation
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